That's it...I can't do it anymore! It is too emotionally exhausting. I cannot go to the Rumor Queen's site. I don't know why I do it to myself and I have to stop. Every thime I go there my heart feels heavier - not just for me, but for my daughter, for all of my bloggy friends out there, and my other adoptive parent friends. I know she just states the "facts" as she knows them and I know she does it for the benefit for all who is wondering...But, I cannot do it. I am putting my foot down on myself and forbidding me to visit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It cannot be that the sky is falling every single day. It cannot be that the 100's of thousands of children in China will have to keep waiting longer and longer. I refuse to believe it -and I REFUSE to put myself through the heartache and misery of questioning every single rumor out there - Who's right? Who's wrong? I will depend solely on my agency for information and visit the CCAA website occasionally to look for changes. I hereby swear *holding up my right hand* to keep this promise to myself (and to my hubby) to keep myself sane - and to keep my attitude positive and to be the optimistic person I was born to be.
7 comments:
I feel your pain. I am trying to quit cold turkey also but it is so hard. For my Dh's sake I feel I must stay away! LOL
I feel your pain, especially now when I'm pissed at the whole world. I'll put her on my list of people who are getting their heads squished by my fingers on a daily basis!
You have my support 100% Tawni, sometimes I just wonder how RQ can live through the day herself, what a roller coaster of rumors.
Maybe we can form a RQ support group, you know where you have a buddy you can email when you feel the urge to click on RQ's site to see what the latest rumor is (I need my buddy now, ut oh, I am feeling an incredible pull, hhheeellllpppp mmmmmeeeeee)
Stay away...stay far away.....
The wait sucks that for sure! You should give the blueberry Cosmo a try, that'll cheer you up!
I don't visit the RQ site, but I hear them all through bloggy world in general.
I have NEVER been on the RQ
stay away .... she is evil!
If I hold your hand and you hold mine, we can keep our hands off the keyboard and stay away from that evil, evil place!! My heart sank last night when I read what her highness had to say.
I have sworn off the rumor queen before but I don't know if I can quit yet, I might need a 12 step program, even though it is so painful, I keep thinking if I look I might see something good!
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