Calm

I have nothing momentous to blog about...no milestones reached, no goals met, nothing funny to share. I just feel content, peaceful...like everything is OK. I feel like I am coasting along. My boys are good boys. Yesterday I was standing at my sink doing dishes (which never seem to end) and I looked out into my backyard and watched my three boys play with each other. They didn't fight or yell, they just played. It was the most calming feeling. I can't think of better therapy than watching your children play. Seeing them be happy, be creative, be energetic. They are truly my joy. I closed my eyes for just a minuted to picture A out there with them...it was easy, she just fit. It makes me want to work that much harder to ensure I have an eternal family. I believe yesterday at my sink I had a glimpse of what Heaven will feel like.